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13th-Jan-2012 10:46 pm

Harry Potter Standalones (Harry/Hermione):

Someday : Rose Weasley has developed an interest in Legilimency and the truth about her mother’s relationship with Harry Potter. (PG)
Forever : Ron hadn’t seen Hermione in over 12 years, not since the death of Harry Potter, not since she left the wizarding world without a trace. (PG)
Maybe : Lavender Brown had known Hermione Granger for seven years. They weren’t best friends. She wasn’t part of the infamous trio; there wasn’t a trio anymore. Lavender could think of a hundred people that would be better at this than her, but at that moment, she was all Hermione had. Warning: Character Death/ AU (PG)
Musings of a Godfather : Sirius wished that he could tell Harry what he really wanted to say. He wanted to tell Harry to wake up. Grab her while he could and hold her close. Open his heart, not be afraid, and fall. (PG)

Panic at the Disco Standalones (Brendon/Ryan):

Baboons and the Quest for the Last Pop Tart : “It was the coolest, most fucked up dream ever, Jon Walker, and I must share it with you.” (PG-13)
Ryan Plus Mormons Equal Big Love : Ryan is starting to see the benefits of being a Mormon. (PG-13)
Perfect Harmony : After Ryan and Brendon read the last Harry Potter book, they begin to see some similarities between their friendship and that of Harry and Hermione. (PG-13)
I May Never Get This Chance Again : I may never get this chance again.
this is why if you want to kiss you should kiss.
If you want to cry you should cry, and
if you want to live you should live. (PG)
Doctor Knows Best : Ryan has severe insomnia and goes with Brendon to Dr. House to find a solution. While helping Ryan, House can’t help but notice something interesting about his patient. (PG-13)
The Friction in Your Amazingly Well Designed Pants : Project Runway fun featuring amazing clothes, sexual tension, and fluff. (PG-13)
Your Biggest Pretend : "You need to be extreme – be shocking. Make them talk. It’s only when they’re talking that they’ll listen.” (PG)
So That All You Play Carries Me On : “Ryan, you have no idea how much you’ve done for me. You gave me a purpose, a direction, a chance. You helped me realize how much I could do.” (PG-13)
Tabula Rasa : “I hate it when it ends. When it’s just you and me and I watch you take my makeup off. I see you erase it all, all that you gave me.” (PG-13)
Osmosis : “You’re not in charge anymore,” Brendon says, and Ryan knows that Brendon finally understands and maybe did all along. (R)
Dim the Glare : He looked back to Ryan and knew that if he brought himself out of his own mind, let himself be there for another person, there would be no stopping him from rounding the headstone and standing next to Ryan. There would be no stopping him from pulling Ryan into a deep embrace and shielding him from it all. (PG-13)
Combustion : After breaking up with his girlfriend, Brendon’s friends drag him to the Renaissance Faire where he meets a most interesting fire performer... (NC-17)
Kindle : Sequel to Ren Faire fic "Combustion". The fun continues... (NC-17 small kink warning - wax and power play)
Don’t Forget How Well I Know You : Brendon’s quite the flirt. Ryan’s quite the control freak. (NC-17 with some Ryan power play)
Better Than Sleep : Ryan had never realized how used to Brendon’s attention he was, how much he actually craved it. (PG)
Invisible Fences : “She’s stretched out, her long limbs tangling up in the sheets, and when Ryan looks at her, he doesn’t see the flawless stretch of skin or the blonde fan of hair. All he can see is what isn’t there, what should be there.” (R)
…Have Real Locks : Sequel to "Invisible Fences" - Even now, Brendon can’t help but feel that dizzying rush every time Ryan looks at him, and even though there’s Keltie, he doesn’t want to stop. He can’t stop. (R)
Bring Me Light : Sequel to "Invisible Fences" and "...Have Real Locks". - There’s nothing left of her, but all around her, all around, she can see traces of him. She’s not blind. (PG-13)
From a Pretty Mouth : “Are you wearing lip gloss?” Spencer asked as he passed by the two boys right when Brendon pursed his lips in the mirror.
“Damn right I am!” Brendon exclaimed, and grinned at the drummer. “It tastes like strawberries.” (PG-13)
This Helpless Haze I’m In : “The look that Brendon was giving him made his heart beat a little faster, and even though Ryan didn’t really want to traipse through a maze made out of corn, he said okay.” (PG-13)
Break With Every Swell : He just thanked God everyday that Brendon was there, thanked God that Brendon would be that for him, be what he needed. (NC-17)
Pink Glitter : When Ryan’s father can’t make it to his daughter’s Parent’s Job Fair Day, Ryan, a struggling writer, fills in for him, only to find himself attracted to his sister’s kindergarten teacher. (PG-13)
Purple Nail Polish : Sequel to "Pink Glitter" - One negative thing about dating a kindergarten teacher, other than that whole keeping it a secret thing because of potential parental freak outs, was that Ryan was constantly finding himself volunteering for different classroom activities. (PG)
(be it ever so humble) There’s No Place Like Home : He knew that he probably looked ridiculous, pouting naked in the shower, but he had spent a lot of time thinking up the perfect way to welcome Ryan home after their first official time apart, so he didn’t care. (PG)
Silly Rabbit : Ryan can appreciate Brendon’s humor more than anyone, but when Brendon smirks and says that he’ll keep Ryan “going and going and going and going” but won’t take the damn rabbit ears off, Ryan knows that drastic measures have to be taken. (NC-17)
Hail the Seasons as They Go : He has less than a week left, a few days of spending time with his friends, with Brendon, and he doesn’t want to complicate anything. He just wants to enjoy what he has, cling to it, so instead of saying everything he wants to, everything he’s been thinking, he just smiles and says, “Get your ass in the van.” (R)
The One Where Brendon Kills His Fish and Ryan Makes It Better : “When I was little I had a fish named Fido that my mom sent off to a farm where all the fishies could swim together. Maybe they have a farm like that for hermit crabs. We should look into to it. I bet Pete could find out where it is.” (G)
Souls Like the Wheels : Amnesia fic! When Brendon loses his memory, Ryan clings to what’s left of him. (R)
Something More : When Brendon transferred to his rival school, he didn’t expect his life to be so complicated. He didn’t expect Ryan Ross. (NC-17)
Floodgates : When Brendon had invited Ryan out this morning on a hike, on what Brendon had called “a short, adventurous trek to an undiscovered lake of magic,” Ryan hadn’t even thought about saying no. (PG-13)
Etude in Blue : Brendon doesn’t want to think about work or bills or how he had woken up this morning supremely awkward, wondering if he had ruined a new friendship by letting his sleep deprived mouth run away from him again. (PG)
Louder than Echoes : It’s strange. It’s been five years, and even though so many other things are different, the cabin still looks the same. (PG)
Spencer Smith is Not a Vampire! …Right? : Completely ridiculous, just to warn you. “Brendon gets it into his head that Spencer is a vampire. Ryan knows he’s wrong. Well, he thinks he’s wrong. Really, he does.” (PG-13)
Guide Me Home : “It was the first time I slept outside.” (Idea spurred by the interview with Ryan where he talked about camping.) (R)
Not Like Jason (Despite the Medea) : For his Classics course, Ryan Ross is given the assignment to relate the ancient myth Medea to everyday life by interviewing one of his fellow classmates, dumped by her boyfriend for reasons unknown. But what happens when her ex-boyfriend and the boy that Ryan’s crushing on turn out to be the same person? (PG-13)
The Sound of Settling : A look, a glimpse, a peek, at a relationship. Just four scenes, four locations, four seasons, and two boys. (R)
Words on a Page : He needs a middle to some pieces, an end to most, and to some – he needs a beginning. (PG)
And Genie! : After Brendon’s DVD player breaks, Ryan finds himself face-to-face with a belly dancing Brendon. (PG-13)
The Boys Next Door: Playboy Bunny AU! Or the one where we objectify Brendon’s ass like whoa. (R) Cowrite with silver_etoile
Picture Me With You: Prequel to "The Boys Next Door" or the one where Spencer is a manipulative cock tease (NC-17)
Pathways : Even though everyone is the same in so many ways, they’re all so detached from each other. (PG)
There’s a Bra in My Freezer! : Possibly crack! When Brendon offered Spencer and Ryan a place to stay while they got their new housing situations settled they only really said yes for the Tivo. (PG-13)
Apparatus Theory : Ryan first saw him on a Tuesday (PG-13)
Through Your Veins : Ryan still didn’t have his bloodlust under control. He had a problem with waiting, a problem that Brendon was eager to help him with. (NC-17)
Same Place, Same Time : (Crossover with Merlin) The one where Brendon and Ryan end up in Camelot, and Ryan and Merlin don’t like how friendly Brendon is with Arthur’s sword. (R)
Spectator : Spencer grins, because sometimes he forgets how easy their friendship is, how lucky he is to have a band that gets along and works together and – And then Spencer opens the door and he hears it. (NC-17)
You’re Going to Recycle That, Right? : The one where Ryan is a hippie college environmentalist and Brendon just wants a better music auditorium. Featuring Ryan Ross chaining himself to a tree. Just because I can. (PG-13)
Frosted Panes : When Brendon wakes up, hitting the alarm on his cell phone, he realizes that it’s March 25. He realizes that it’s been a year since the last album, and something inside of him echoes and aches. (PG-13)
Malaise : If he admits it to himself, he's lonely. (PG)
Falling Into Place : Jon brings his camera to Africa. He takes pictures with his iPhone for the fans – for his twitter – but he brings along his camera too. He wants to capture everything. (PG with Jon/Spencer)
Carry a Little Piece With You : Brendon doesn’t know who is in charge of making hotel reservations, but when they close the door to the room, Ryan says, “Pete’s been here before. Says that they have a good mini bar or something.” (R with Pete/Mikey)
Quiescence : “Some people would see us lying here and say that we’re wasting our time.” Brendon smiles. “But I know better, because I’m with you.” (PG-13)
Revival : He turns back to look at Brendon, and Brendon is staring straight at him, eyes only darting away momentarily every couple of seconds to keep account of the road, but he keeps coming back to Ryan. “I can’t help but ruin the best things that happen to me.” (PG-13)
Big Gestures Usually End With You Flat On Your Ass : Kinda a crackfic! When Ryan realizes that his band is drifting apart, he tries to make everything better. Too bad he’s an epic failboat. (PG-13)
Reverberations : (Post break-up fic) It’s awkward. Brendon knew it would be, but he had figured that when, that if, Ryan showed up, there would be other people around to smooth things over. To be buffers. (PG-13)
Catalyst : High school AU OR the one where Mikey might be having not-so-pure thoughts about the school’s newest soccer player; Ryan is a jealous emo lesbian; and Gerard thinks that love is all you need. (R with Mikey/Pete and Frank/Gerard)
Elsewhere : According to Spencer, the Community is the way it is for the good of everyone. “Choices are dangerous,” he tells Brendon. “What if people were to choose the wrong thing?” (NC-17)
For All the Right Reasons : High School AU. A look at a year in a relationship. sort of sequel to Catalyst (R)
But in Time : The one where Brendon’s song lyrics have a habit of coming true. (PG-13)
Once More (With Feeling) : Karaoke bar AU Or the one where Spencer doesn’t get serenaded – I promise. (Main pairing - Jon/Spencer)
Descant : “You were made when people made music,” Spencer says, and Brendon loves those words. He’s heard them since the beginning. Since he was first made, and the first thing that had welcomed him was the sound of wings rustling, but to him, they had sounded like something more. (PG-13)
When We Forget Why We Left Here : He doesn’t know what it means, Brendon’s name on the list. (PG)
Paranormal Activity Detectives : Each year, Paranormal Activity Detectives, a group of young investigators led by Ryan Ross, receives hundreds of calls reporting supernatural occurrences, only responding to the most severe. This is one of those cases. (PG-13)
Meaning : Brendon’s never really believed in coincidences. He used to believe in fate. Used to think that things happened for a reason. (He used to think that Brent had talked to him that one day in guitar class because of something bigger). (PG)
Just the Same : Shameless domestic!fic set in the pre-fame era. Where Ryan tries to cook. And Brendon eats it, anyway. (PG)
But No One Else Will : (with some Audrey thrown in ) Audrey’s okay with getting older. The only part of her that rebels is her hair, which falls in messy multi-colored tendrils, changing hues every time Audrey feels like getting older means growing up. (PG-13)
Learning Curve : The one where Ryan is a pretentious graduate student, and Brendon is a Middle School teacher who teaches him a thing or two. (PG-13)

For A Dreamer Night’s the Only Time of Day(Brendon/Ryan)3/3:

There was a time, not too long ago, when Ryan didn’t believe that there was anything bigger than the moment, the here and now. There were no messages, no signs, but now Ryan desperately wanted to believe that his dreams were leading him where he was supposed to go all along. (R)

Part One
Part Two
Part Three

You Probably Couldn’t See for the Lights But You Were Looking Straight At Me (Brendon/Ryan)(Jon/Spencer)15/15 (overall R):

Following the end of WWI, Brendon Urie is sent by his parents to Paris to retrieve his brother who never returned home.

Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
Chapter Twelve
Chapter Thirteen
Chapter Fourteen
Chapter Fifteen

The Strip (Overall NC-17) Ryan/Brendon, Spencer/Jon, Brendon/Keltie

Brendon Urie and Ryan Ross are the two hottest stars on the teen television sensation The Strip. On the show, they play bitter rivals, but behind the scenes - - it’s a whole different story. That is, until falling ratings force the network to let one of their leading men go.

Part One
Part Two
Part Three
Part Four
Part Five
Part Six
Part Seven
Part Eight
Final Part


You Can’t Judge a Book by Its Oddly Specific Call Number (standalone) : Library AU! The one where a cynical Ryan just may want a happy ending with the new Children’s Librarian, Spencer doesn’t want things to change – especially his card catalogue, and Gerard wants more than his books to be checked out. (PG-13)
The Aptly Named Stacks Sex Coda : Coda to Oddly Specific Call Number - “Ryan,” Brendon wheedled, “it’s our last chance! They’re going to put up security cameras next week, and yeah, being watched can be kinda hot, but I think that the Board of Trustees might have a problem with us fucking in the stacks.” (NC-17)
Setting Aside a Spot for You " Coda to Oddly Specific Call Number - The one where Spencer is secretly insecure and Jon doesn’t understand why. (PG)

Grace Note : NC-17 Brendon/Ryan and unrequited Jon/Brendon (side Mikey/Pete and Gerard/Frank)
Ever since he got that letter seven years ago, Ryan’s life has been one dictated by routine. He visits his therapist, Gerard, twice a week; he writes small editorials for the music magazine he works for; and every time his mom’s name comes up on his cell phone, he sends her straight to voicemail. When he finally takes a chance, finally gets the opportunity to write a feature article for his magazine, something he’s been dreaming about, Ryan realizes that life is full of surprises, especially when he is assigned to find out why Brendon Urie, the lead singer of the popular “Industry of Being”, up and left his bandmates, apparently suffering from a manic episode.


Part One
Part Two
Part Three
Part Four
Part Five (final part)

Bonus Tracks/Enhanced Content


Not Fade Away : It’s strange how in the beginning, part of the whole reason he even considered Pete was because he thought why not, and now he can’t even remember a time when Pete wasn’t the automatic answer. (PG-13)
Carry a Little Piece With You : Brendon doesn’t know who is in charge of making hotel reservations, but when they close the door to the room, Ryan says, “Pete’s been here before. Says that they have a good mini bar or something.” (R with Brendon/Ryan)
Catalyst : High school AU OR the one where Mikey might be having not-so-pure thoughts about the school’s newest soccer player; Ryan is a jealous emo lesbian; and Gerard thinks that love is all you need. (R with Brendon/Ryan and Frank/Gerard)
Roll Away Your Stone : Semi-magical dystopian AU! Mikey doesn’t know where music comes from, he just knows that he likes it. (PG-13 with Brendon/Ryan)

Supernatural: Dean/Castiel
Purpose : He traded choirs of angels for arrhythmic snoring and beams of unending light for a flip of a switch. (PG)
Close your eyes, dream alone : What he sees in the dreams doesn’t paint a full picture of anything, but he still looks. (PG-13)
Hindsight : “Can you feel this?” he asks again, and the way he asks the question makes something shock Castiel down to his core, making him feel separate from this borrowed vessel. (PG)

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10th-Sep-2008 07:45 am (UTC)
It's seriously an understatement to reply saying, 'I'm glad you liked it'.
Because people don't like your stories. People love them.
You're a very gifted writer and I just hope you realize that.
10th-Sep-2008 10:44 am (UTC)
You're always way too kind to me.
But I love it.
Thank you.
Your comments really do mean alot to me, even if I don't always know how to relate just how much
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18th-Oct-2008 01:21 pm (UTC) - Re: hey
Thank you so much :D
And I assure you. I'm not Ryan Ross.
If I was I would be very into myself.
Like in a creepy way.
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30th-Oct-2008 04:09 pm (UTC)
Thank you so much :D
And new friends are always amazing ♥
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14th-Dec-2008 10:32 pm (UTC)
H-core intense.
14th-Dec-2008 10:39 pm (UTC)
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21st-Dec-2008 10:10 pm (UTC)
You're amazing - really.
And if no one has welcomed you to fandom - HELLO!!!!
If you need a mentor *raises hand* I can point you to a ton of great fanfiction :D
Happy Holiday!!!!
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30th-Dec-2008 05:33 am (UTC)
Oh Wow.
I just read all of your fics and I'm seriously speachless.
They are wonderful.
I absolutely loved them all.
I agree with youfeelittoo, you are a gifted writer.
30th-Dec-2008 06:29 am (UTC)
Thank you so much!
27th-Jan-2009 12:20 am (UTC)
i just dont know how you do it.
write sooooooooo many amazingly good fics, just like that.
everytime i look you have a new fic out.
i was just wondering, do you have a secret? lol.

this is the only explanation me and roadsidefury can come up with:

chelseeeey ; lifes too short to even care at all. says:
ivesia has 475847358937589347530847539405734573485-738-4 differnt fics
[Gravity] >>"I know you break hearts like some people break wine glasses." says:
chelseeeey ; lifes too short to even care at all. says:
how does she do that
[Gravity] >>"I know you break hearts like some people break wine glasses." says:
She makes people write them, then she murders them and steals it
chelseeeey ; lifes too short to even care at all. says:
of course!
chelseeeey ; lifes too short to even care at all. says:
its the only thing that makes sense
chelseeeey ; lifes too short to even care at all. says:
why didnt i think of it

27th-Jan-2009 02:19 am (UTC)
Lol, I actually have a Malaysian sweat shop of little aspiring fanfiction writers.

No, actually, I just hate doing homework and have a philosophy that my time is better spent doing things I enjoy, for instance, writing fanfiction :D

28th-Jan-2009 03:48 pm (UTC) - shame
Hahaha. So, it apears that I am the last person to find you (and youramazingwonderfullwhoooooo stories) and I feel like commenting in every single one but alas, theyve been up for so much longer than Ive known. So heres this- you are one of my favorite on this site. Please keep writing. (oooh. can I add you? Or does my vaugely creeper comment freak you out?)
29th-Jan-2009 03:56 am (UTC) - Re: shame
Thank you so much!
And please, add away! :D
13th-May-2009 04:26 am (UTC)
ohh wow O.o I'm definately going to spend some time going through these :)
13th-May-2009 12:38 pm (UTC)
I love new readers!
26th-Jun-2009 01:31 pm (UTC)
I have read a few of these,
but im going to do my best to spend the weekend reading through these
Your an amazing writer
26th-Jun-2009 04:04 pm (UTC)
Thank you! :D
28th-Jul-2009 04:01 am (UTC)
Hello! I added you after I read your big bang, which I loved and I've read your stuff before but for whatever reason I haven't ever added you, so in conclusion, hi!
30th-Jul-2009 12:46 pm (UTC)
Thank you so much!
I love new friends! :D
5th-Sep-2009 01:42 am (UTC)
Right now all I want to do is read every one of your stories here, but unfortunately, I have no time. I'll be starting my reading tomorrow, so don't freak out when you receive a seriously large quanity of messages from me. I'm a commenting creep.
Anyway, I've just added you as a friend because I honestly think you are amazing and you'd be a really cool person to be friends with.
5th-Sep-2009 05:56 am (UTC)
:D I love large quantities of messages :D
5th-May-2010 06:37 pm (UTC)
uh, how come I haven't read some fics of yours? *copy-pasting for reading* \o/
5th-May-2010 09:20 pm (UTC)
:D yay!
22nd-Jun-2010 04:40 am (UTC)
Okay, I might have this wrong, but I thought you had a co-write paranormal!fic where Ryan had a demon, and they have a TV show. Brendon could connect with the spirits I believe...

Was that you that wrote that? Correct me if I'm wrong, but I can't find it on here. I may have just overlooked it though. :)
23rd-Jun-2010 10:19 am (UTC)
I can't believe I forgot to link that, but yes, I co-wrote that story!
Here it is: http://ivesia19.livejournal.com/77042.html#cutid1
18th-Oct-2010 05:18 pm (UTC)

I feel like this book may be a source of inspiration for future fics.
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