Title: Smoke Without Fire
Pairing: Arthur/Merlin
Word Count: 28,448
Rating: NC-17
Links to All Parts: Part One :: Part Two :: Part Three :: Part Four :: Part Five :: Part Six :: Afternotes
A/N: Written for the scifibigbang. I want to thank neptuneskisses and gweneiriol for their beta skills. aeroport_art has drawn some adorable illustrations for the story which she will be posting later tonight.
Summary: Merlin's magic is discovered and he is burnt at the stake despite his friends' attempts to save his life. Five years later, Arthur encounters him once more while he and Lancelot visit a prospective bride in a foreign kingdom.

Smoke Without Fire

Title: Such a Stellar Monument to Loneliness [16/20]
Author : Me forbiddenverses
Rating: R overall (for abuse)
Pairing: Main - Ryan/ Brendon
POV: 1st Ryan’s
Summary: Ryan is keeping something hidden within himself, something that he can’t tell anyone else about, something he convinces himself isn’t happening. Can Brendon, Ryan’s imaginary friend from his childhood save him, even though Brendon himself has something to hide?
Disclaimer: This is a kid/high school fic. I doubt Brendon was Ryan’s imaginary friend. If I really owned these boys, would I really be sitting here writing this? No I wouldn’t. The plot is mine. Title by Dashboard Confessionals.
Beta: andinthemoment
Authors Note: At the end.
Previous Chapters

( Chapter Sixteen )

I just found this old interview from 2006.

We still manage to talk about the video to “I Write Sins Not Tragedies”. Which Brendon says “was not fun” because he and Ryan had flu.

First off - Ryan Ross' immune system, failing since 1986 xD

But second - I want fic about that. Ryan doesn't have a huge part in the video, so they film his bits quickly so he's done and can rest. But Brendon has to tough it out, and they have to stop filming every few minutes so he can blow his nose - which of course sends the makeup people into a frenzy because he's wiping off concealer along with snot, and goddamn, boy you look like Rudolph with that red nose, hold STILL and let me put the powder on!

Spencer is torn between staying with Ryan and taking care of him, or hovering around the cameras with tissues and Vic's and DayQuil and juice for Brendon. He ends up running himself ragged trying to take care of both of them, and by the time filming is over, he's managed to get himself sick.

Brendon is a tough little bastard, and he toughs it out until the video's done, but afterward he sleeps for 36 hours straight. When he wakes up, he's all :((( because he doesn't feel good, and he wants to snuggle, dammit, but it's the flu and he hurts all over. It hurts to cuddle, and that is like, the worst tragedy ever ;___;

And Ryan is sore and hurty and miserable, but he's kind of...used to it? He's got a fucked up immune system, he's sick ALL THE TIME, so this is nothing new. He drinks his juice and takes his DayQuil and sips his chicken soup and whines and complains just enough to keep Spencer from worrying that he's dying.


and then they all get better and have an epic snugglefest, the end \O/ :D?

Things that don't suck: waking up to find joncerjumpstart in full swing! YES. OMG. ALL THE JONCER YOU CAN EAT. ...if you can...eat... Joncer?

Things that suck: waking up too effing early to catch a train to the next town over and not coming back home until who knows when, thus being denied awesome Joncer for an entire day. :(

But you don't have to wait (I hope), so for the love of Joncer, gooooooo! OM NOM NOM.

( And this is why I write slash. Under cut if, idk, you're in some place public and some EXTREMELY INNOCENT boy kissing might upset someone. )

I need to run to catch the tube to the train station, aaah! Have a lovely, Joncer day. <3

Last post from me (I swear to God)

But here, have a joncer fanmix and accompanying digital art.

Rated: PG-13/R
Notes: Two mild nudity & implied sex and one h/c implied violence.........

( h/c art +1 )

( nsfw art +2 )

Here, have some drabbles!

Author: silver_etoile
Disclaimer: Not real.
Summary: A bunch of random drabbles.
Author's Notes: So way back in October I did this writing meme and I got a little over-enthusiastic, and I expanded the one I did for arctic_grey into ten individual drabbles based off my original ten-word ficlets. Yes, I am that crazy. Without further ado...


( Angst: No more midnight texts, just strange twitters - miss you lately. )

( Puppies love me.' Jon opened the gate. 'Take your pick. )

( Crack!fic: Spencer couldn't balance. 'I like off-balance.' Pink feathers flew. )

( Crossover: 'Disarming is meant for enemies, not clothes! Hermione reprimanded Spencer. )

( First time: Spencer's shaky breath panted against Jon's open mouth. 'Please, now. )

( Fluff: Best thing about waking up: Jon's coffee in his cup. )

( Humor: It keeps spell-checking 'joncer!' Spencer nearly broke Brendon's computer. )

( Hurt/comfort: Poor baby'. Jon touched gently/ Spencer sighed and leaned closer. )

( Smut: The groan was lost to Jon's mouth, biting down, wet. )

( UST: Girl jeans were most definitely his style, Jon thought, staring. )

Title As Things Change
Author: silver_etoile
Rating: NC-17
Pairings: Jon/Spencer
POV: Third
Disclaimer: Not real.
Summary: It doesn’t even really make sense, why Jon is there, tossing his bag in the back of Spencer’s car and sliding into the passenger side. It doesn’t make sense why they only talk about the weather and how it’s colder than normal for Las Vegas.
Author's Notes: This didn't turn out how I intended at all. In fact, it turned into the first (and hopefully(?)last) post-divorce fic I've written. I prefer to live in my world of AU, but I hope you like it anyway...


( He misses it like he misses everything, in the dead of night when everything seems so lonely and there’s no comfort in the darkness or the coldness of the other side of the bed. )

Title: Fade Into Gold
Author: silver_etoile
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Jon/Spencer (Ryan/Brendon, Gabe/William, ~vaguely referenced Pete/Mikey-Gabe/Mikey)
Disclaimer: Not real.
Summary: Every year, there's a competition amongst the stands in Pete's back field; which stand can sell the most and get the best customer recommendation. Spencer always wins with his perfect apples, but this year, the cute vegetable guy in the next stand over might be changing the way the autumn wind blows.
Author's Notes: So this is the farmer's market AU I've been wanting to write, and I thought, hey, what better time than fall in China, eh? So here we have it!


( Maybe I should make apple butter and see what he says to that. )

Title: This Can Only End... 2/?
Author: wit_worry_what
Beta: None. Anyone wanna do the honors for the rest of this fic...whenever I write it?
Warning: AU, M/M, mention M/F, cursing
Rating: PG-13, will most likely get higher later, though.
Spoilers: N/A
Summary: Highschool!Modern!AU, Arthur Pendragon is fresh from a bad break-up and turns to his best friend in the world, Merlin, for support. (I am really bad at summaries. Just read it, please!)
Disclaimer: None of these characters are mine. They are owned by BBC, I am just here to play. Although, the plot line is mine.
A/N: I just wrote this and posted it. All mistakes are mine and I am sorry for them. This plot is inspired by something from my life to help me work through it. Please review nicely! Thanks to all of the people who have already reviewed.
A/N2: This whole fic is dedicated to pasty_pants who was kind enough to comment and give me the idea for this fic...kinda. Anyway, she's awesome! Thank you so much!

This Can Only End...

It goes there. (As in my journal...)

Why yes, I wrote stuff too!

Title: Sweet Pea & Cherry Blossom
Author: silver_etoile
Rating: PG
Pairing: Jon/Spencer
POV: Third
Disclaimer: Not real.
Summary: Jon scoffed. “Christmas is amazing, Spencer, you just gotta get past the whole corporate sales thing. Look around you! There are so many wonderful things to behold! Look, we’ve got blackberry-vanilla soap! And lavender body spray, and cherry blossom perfume! How can you say you hate Christmas?” Aka the one where Jon works at Bath&Bodyworks and Spencer is a little slow to catch on.
A/N: because we all need that completely 'canon' fic (that's so not canon). :D


( Did you buy something and ask for him as a free gift with purchase? )

Title: Grrawr.
Author: skeletalstars
Rating: PG
Pairing: Joncer, hinted Rydon.
Disclaimer: Nope, If I owned Jon and Spencer, they'd be my personal slaves, not musicians. ;D
Summary: Jon's eyes are too teasing, too serious.
A/N: One of my first ever Joncer's, dated on paper August 12th 2007. Read it choppy, like a poem. Yes, it's meant to be unorganized, no stanza's. Just try it. :]

( Grrawr )

Title: Spencerexia
Author: mitchiemarie
Rating: R, can't take chances, and it's very depressing
Pairing: Joncer, Ryden
POV: Ryan's, first
Summary: The long standalone about Spencer's life after he died from anorexia and bulimia. Character death ensues.
Disclaimer: I don't own this. Spencer and Jon are alive, and I don't own any song/book lyrics/words that have managed to sneak in there. Also, cut belongs to the song seasons in the sun, which is also, not mine.
Beta: The wonderful, longerthanwedo for beta-ing this so fast! :D
Author Notes: Character death, eating disorders. Not a happy fic. This is the longest thing I've ever written, at about 6,500 words. This was my goal of the month, for joncerjumpstart . Without further ado,

( Spencerexia )

Hey, I'm looking for two fics I've lost over the course of 4 months.

#1: It was a beautifully written fic based on the book "The Giver" by Lois Lowry. It was Brendon/Ryan and Ryan was living in a community, and Brendon basically joined. Spencer was the giver/receiver of memories, and in the end, Brendon teaches Ryan love and everything.

#2: i remember reading this quite some time ago. it was where Ryan/Jon and Brendon/Spencer were filming music videos. And i think Brendon and Spencer went to the 'Change' video shoot, and Brendon got really bored and he ate like, a bazillion bags of Cheetos. And then, Ryan and him kiss in a bathroom and someone comes in recording it, and Brendons like, wth? But Ryan explains that Change is about their relationship, etc.

THANK YOU SOOO MUCH if you know these fics/ can send the link or username (or fic title)!

[title] we looked like giants
[category] Young Adult
[genre] General
[rating] K+
[summary] little girl, you're getting older by the minute as you grow into your teenager shoes.

Title: Your Traditional Joncer Christmas Story
Author: skeletalstars
Rating: PG
Pairing: Joncer with hints of Rydon
Disclaimer: Sadly, I do not own these boys....if I did, they'd all be locked up in my rocket-ship in the basement....
Summary: Jon convinces Spencer and the gang to come to Chicago for Christmas
A/N: So, it's not some of my absolute best work. I feel like I rushed some of it, but hopefully, someone will like it. XD


( Your Traditional Joncer Christmas Story )

Okay, so I think it was last year around Christmas time that I read this.

It was a Ryan/Brendon kid!fic (in which the band members are kids, not that they have kids).
If I remember right, Ryan's dad said something about him not getting presents for Christmas, because he was a bad kid.
& I think Brendon is trying to convince him he's not bad?
I'm sorry it's so vague, I have an awful memory.
But if you have any idea what I'm talking about, I'd love to read it again!

Thanks in advance! :)

Hi!! (First post here!)

Guess who made it to the list of TV's 100 Sexiest Men of 2009 according to Buddy TV site?

( I know you wanna look... )